Friday, December 14, 2007

zzz what a sucky day it has been, at least for the later part. but apologies resolve anything, to me at least. so i shall put up a smile (:

maybe. just maybe, a little sick of life again.

i'm so exhausted today, over the past few days. and i will probably be over the next 10 days. both physically and mentally, actually more of mental. not feeling too well also, so i better prepare my best for bike hike on saturday.

its gonna be like 50 k-i-l-o-m-e-t-r-e-s (this long!). at first i thought 15km, quite ok la. then FIFTY?!! what the heck lol. i was quite excited, but come to think of it. you're cycling away your sleeping time, from 7pm to 7am. ah what the heck i probably sleep that late ANYWAY.

today was course day one. well, it didn't turn out as scary as i thought it would be. ironically, i was feeling pretty scared for the std2s haha. i'm so glad i made through MINE, and i'm sure they'll pull through too!

during lunch, the i/c's performance wasnt too good so sir practically ROARED at him. but he was freaking just standing behind ME. it made my heart drop out seriously, cos his voice like blasted into my ears. it was SO sudden cause it was real quiet until he shouted, & i didnt even know there was someone behind me. everyone else at the lunch table jumped up. i guess he scared more std3s than std2s. -.-

& awww we got to do foodcheer. it actually feels quite nice! but of course not when you're tired and hungry and still need to wait for a good cheer luh.

in the evening proceeded with the logistics stuff, ZZZ! thanks to the people who helped out :D mm anyway i stumbled upon a dead, frog carcass under the pile of stacked stretchers. initially, i thought it was dead. sir wc went to poke it but it didnt move so we thought it was dead. then they picked it up with a dustpan and looked clearly, it was actually just the skin and bones left, YA! think kokswee took a picture. anyway that dumb frog gave me a stupid nasty shock.

blah blah blah shit happened then went home with a heart full of lemon juice and frustration. sigh i dont like people to shout at me like that.. ALL THE SHIT! first it was that freaking teacher i dont even know WHO or WHY, and then this. and its all the shit i get when i'm doing SJ. mm hmm i wonder..

but one thing i dont understand, is i could never pluck up the courage to stand up for myself. sighhhhz

LOL okay okay shut up. tomorrs going to school AGAIN, but i think it'll be fun. hopefully.

and i thank simin for everything haha. for helping me through SHIT and causing you so much trouble, LIKE..........
♥ having her to lend me her jnco round neck cause i left my jnco polo at home,
♥ having her to bring home my boots cause i left it in school canteen. (HEY, i was emotionally distracted okay)
♥ talking to me! AHAH :D helped me to calm my thoughts, yehhh.

THANKYOU :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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