Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i'm in a super foul mood now lah. this post's gonna sound angry.
woke up late in the morning. damnit. was supp to go to school for POP meeting. so i met hoyee at paya lebar (not exactly). we missed each other la, besides all other complications. so we met at buona vista & kk was there too. so we went to school & started discussing POP.
then we fly in time to bugis, where all 11 of us who turned up for the meeting had macs for lunch. woohoo shaker fries yummy ;D mmm was sitting with simin simin hoyee wanyu. hoyee left, so me and the other three lingered around abit more while the rest (eli yi'an daphne ks kk kw jason) went to watch POTC. (hey i havent watched that!)
lalalabababa go home. rested for a while thn went out again. met mum at cityhall & went t the cinema to watch shrek 3 :DD whee! dajie's company is damn nice ;) the movie was not bad, quite funny. there were lots of little kids, they come from a children's home.. the company was doing charity, & they also bought the shrek ear thingy for everyone from macs which will also go to charity.. the kids were quite funny ;)
dajie's boss damn nice! he treated us noodles for supper, then he sent us home. ^^ but it was kinda awkward though.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
as much as my heart wants to, my mind tells me not to. what responsibility, commitments.. CCAs suck. you suck. i'll show you please. i'll use that time which you think we'd be wasting by watching anime, sleeping or eating, to do much much much more homework. i wont have to subject to rubbish authority, or wake up at 2 am to exercise. did you think id care cause i'm scared of you people or a bloody rank? i'd not bother if not for my squadmates. but why am i even saying this when i'm not even going?! all the shit we've been going through, i'm really scared of experiencing them again, ie stand by bunks, activations, putting up with stress and responsibilities and punishments. i AM scared! i just cant accept it. and everyone says i dont want to go i dont want to go but in the end they all STILL GO, and they never realise what is it that encouraged my decision in the first place & now that my mind is set they want to change it.
and what is this i'm hiccuping until i'm tired.?!
;2:40 PM
